Take me away; A secret place ; A sweet escape;

moved!

2009-10-30T09:31:00.000-07:00

hi people. if u are wondering why i havent blogged in years, it is because i have shifted to wordpress.

sheansation.wordpress.com

pls do relink me and let me know your blog too so i can link you!

entangle-d?

2009-08-24T01:01:00.000-07:00

i made it clear, i thought i did. i decided so dun come and shake it.

omg, feeling all so complicated.

decided

2009-08-22T12:00:00.000-07:00

i've gt the answer i am looking for. for many of others words eventually do falls on deaf ears. i realised i do often hold the key to my answer. and this time i got it. probably not all the ans, but the most pressing one.

a strong urge to go out there and run a ten km. till my lungs want to burst, till my limps cant sustain. the urge to run, to move forward. away away away from this.

i've sinned

2009-08-22T10:40:00.000-07:00

not about right or wrong, not about social programming, yet i know i've sinned.

at 20!

2009-08-20T10:43:00.000-07:00

at 20.. i was reminded once again of the lack of self discipline i have..

testing out mailing list

2009-05-24T09:53:00.001-07:00

hi, tis is a test. pls do not fill in.

phuture (:

2009-02-15T09:14:00.000-08:00

the party photos r out. woot!

ya, it is a random combination and almost everyone there is a new friend.haha. but ya, they seems pretty nice. HAHA!

the boys

me; sha; bday girl

sha; me; cris

oh yes, sha's friend chris is really really gd at magic. haha. seriously, he made me think i'm tipsy with how he keeps managed to change the cards in my hands. lol!

signing off wit LOVE,

shean

too much fun

2009-02-14T19:41:00.000-08:00

gosh. went out to zouk so randomly ytd. shahir was fun so were his friends. haha.

anyway, too much fun for this week. gonna hit the books soon. loves..

expectations

2009-02-05T08:58:00.000-08:00

been focusing very single drop of my energy on studying. determined to get the score right. haha. it isnt easy when my thoughts keep running all over the place.

i just have to try. at least for now i am not looking at serious relationship, so wat do i envy them? haha. maybe it wasnt envy. cos everytime i look at couple on the road, i'm thinking "how long they are going to stay this way?". gosh! wat a thought ya. its plain negative. haha.

so rather than gging into relationship n have too much expectation out of him n struggling to meet expectation, i'll stay clear. at least for this whole year.

nth beats going to get my first class. :)

wenyi once said i stand in the way of him n his studies. now i know its a lie. but i'm glad he got out of the way for me n my studies. ops! did i just say tat..

tata,
bitchy shean

little bruised

2009-02-04T00:03:00.000-08:00

not feeling the best today, yet have to put on a smile.

feeling very bruised. its been a long time but knowing he is seeing someone else still didnt make things better. need time, more time to get over.

gosh, i really have to admit i am kinda sour seeing them so sweet. haha. guess i do have my own happiness too.

iloveyou

2009-01-23T00:18:00.000-08:00

1,2 - 1 2 3 4give me more lovin then i've ever had.make it all better when i'm feelin sad.tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.make me feel good when i hurt so bad.barely gettin mad,im so glad i found you.i love bein around you.you make it easy,as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)

yes, i love u all. thanks to all my girlfriends for being around when i was upset. ops yes, thanks to all my guy friends too. thanks to the Mr. who let me got all drunk and break down and nicely took care of me. thanks to siok for the girl hug when i was puking so badly the next day.haha. i love you all!!

so this is the song for u all. (haha, yes in link form)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7f3CFDTH6-w

MUACKS!

failed

2009-01-18T23:56:00.000-08:00

yes i think i failed. failed in this game of love. no matter how i play,i'm just not a match to the game.

i dunnoe how to play it. rules seems to be ever changing.

i dunnoe wat i want and now i dun even know who i am. i guess it is best to stay away from it. dun let it get near me, i'm too greedy for love.

everyone is alone.

2009-01-14T21:40:00.000-08:00

thats the ultimate truth. no point running, no point hiding. loneliness will haunt u.

we are all individual. so all the more i need to learn to be independent. friends can be a company, family can be a company. but more often than not, it is temporary. u can run away from loneliness. there will be time u will just be alone. learn how to live alone, appreciate it. u might not love it, but u will learn to get along. and i guess thats all i need.. get along.

anyway, tonnes of things to do. been given alot of task which is not exactly wat i am good at. doing photoshop of my blogshop items. drawing a cartoon which shows the value of my brand. goodness. haha..i can draw, just not exactly that way.

things just been getting more tense. with prelims ard the corner, my temper is getting short. for example, just as i am writing this, i just quarrelled wit my sis. that sis, when is she gonna grow up. she threw pens n pencil from lvl 1 to lvl 2 in anger. if i wasnt sick now and feeling slightly giddy, i would have given her a piece of my mind.

totally dun wanna write for now. it will just all be angry stuff. sign out!

HAPPY 2009!

2009-01-01T02:27:00.000-08:00

it is NEW YEAR DAY! 2009!

my resolution..
1) attend sch
2) excerise
3) smile daily!

anyway, been back in spore close to a week alr. korea n china been great! but i'm glad to be back in spore. hahaha! wat is better than home? lol!

alright, just a photo.. (:

feeling bad

2008-12-07T09:24:00.001-08:00

yea, feeling very bad. i totally forgot to sms kel on sat to wish him luck for his run. but hey, i really rmb bout it today. omg, i'm such a lousy friend. hope i didnt make him too pissed off. better start thinking how to make him less upset wit me.. gosh..

:(

swept off

2008-12-05T11:46:00.000-08:00

ah... swept off..... hahaha

went clubbing today wit song hui n friends..it started as a very bad experience, cos i cabbed to zouk alone.. n totally dunnoe how to purchase tickets, where to get in and all.. eventually, i kinda force him out to bring me in.. down alot of alcohol to get rid of the anger.. haha!

anyway,i met joyce pretty n lots of pretty nice peeps.. haha.. swept off by ***, cos maybe he kinda reminds me of wenyi n kanghong.. anyway, he's really attractive.. i dunnoe in wat sense.. he isnt really wat u expected.. he does smoke.. yet, he isnt those bad boy.. he is wild yet controlled...but ya.. a huge magnetic force.. well, haha..why always attracted by this.. i shall stop here.. omg... his face is appearing very half a minute.. sharts!

*when is the last time my heart beat like tis.. goodness..

studying ):

2008-11-30T05:30:00.000-08:00

at millennium walk Starbucks right now. been studying the whole afternoon. fruitful? hmm, tats a difficult qn to judge. i only did one chpt of math?! it's A.P. n G.P. which i have done before in JC. so ya, should be fast but.. i used one whole afternoon. maybe its because its been months since i really study. well, at least its a gd start. its tough overcoming all the inertia.

SH asked me to mention about him. so haha. i'm studying with him, n he has been a great great study partner as usual. he wont disturb me n i wont disturb him. we just study our own stuff dutifully. n tats the best isnt it.haha!

while studying today, some thoughts occur ed. i realised tat i actually have lost trust in relationship, which is why i am so hesitant in accepting anyone. wat is u love me n hope we'll be tgt for long? haha, in the end, u will walk away eventually. kh did, wy did. n probably so will the next. unless i do think very carefully in my next choice. but i am just too tired or i would say my heart is too reluctant to do so. tis is probably why i'm enjoying k company's so much, we are in a balance which we dun expect anything from one other. every move is sth extra, like a bonus which we treasure very much. isn't it nice tis way? we appreciate each other's presence n very little thing, yet we dun expect anything back in return. no pressure of looking at the future n whether we have a future. since, we have more of less agreed on that we dun have a future. i think we understand it is the Now tat we are enjoying.

some may ask? isn't it very insecure that whatever u are enjoying now may disappear suddenly one day with him having a girl he like? well, i say for a relationship isn't it the same as well. my bf decides that the relationship is no longer worth holding on to n he left. we broke up n isn't it the same. everything is back to zero. everything is uncertain. at least i dun expect anything frm k, so even when he has to go, i have expect it to come n give him all my blessing. i believe he will do the same when i eventually have trust in relationship again n found my man. till then...

luves, S

ECP

2008-11-29T08:36:00.000-08:00

yes i went to East Coast Park today. with? ans, K. haha

it was a wonderful day. had plenty of fun n we would be back for more. probably before his sch reopen. but i'm not exactly sure if we'll have the time. next time we'll bring bbq pit.haha. (:

gosh, i realised tat i really really love the beach. it's such joy looking at the clear blue sky n listening the the waves hitting the shore.

*photos will be up. i promise. once i get wat i need to clear finished up first.*

I changed the SKIN! yay!

2008-11-27T08:47:00.000-08:00

i changed the skin again! n it took me so long to make it nice this time. i think i'll let it stay for longer. so many things i wanna blog about.. BUT! its late n i promised to call mr. Cannon. so well, i'll post tml. (:

meanwhile, miss me! luves <3

SIOK's bday party

2008-11-15T23:12:00.001-08:00

had a surprised party for SIOK ytd. its at van's place. super nice to see all the pri school classmates. made me realised tat i missed those days a quite bit. hahaha

anyway, van's mum is super cool. got out lots of drinks for us. haha. imagaine, we cleared bout 4 or 5 bottles of alcohol. hahaha..

P.S* gtg. my relatives dropped by my place. photos will be up shortly. yes, those scandalous photos!

awaiting!

2008-11-13T22:29:00.000-08:00

awaiting... to go watch movie.. n just as i am writing this, oh no! it rained!! sharts. means i cant go out easily. bad!

anyway, i am meeting KR to watch Quatum of the Solac. i hope it will be good. haha, i made him come all the north again. LOL! alrighty, next time i go to the west.

decided to learn to put the past behind. since there is no point waiting. i'll learn to grow up. wanna get lots of things but yet dunnoe where to start from. i think start from saving up enough money huh.

okay, i'll run now. BYE (:

changes!

2008-11-13T11:25:00.000-08:00

the one n only thing tat doesn't change is CHANGE!

so i'm gonna change my blogskin. together wit a change of mood.

here is my want list! tat is still in the process of increasing! (:

join TOUCH RUGBY

change my SPECS

get CONTACT LENSES

redo my HP GMASK

DIGITAL CAM

get FBT SHORTS

play TENNIS

play FOOTBALL

eat ASTONS STEAK

cheers! n i'm going to slp. i wanna get up early tml for class. LUV SCHOOL LOTS!

ended

2008-10-13T13:06:00.000-07:00

yes, u are right. we cant keep the fire burning if neither party is very strong. if our relationship is build on nothing, we cant maintain it. so here it is, we ended sth tat nv even started. but i am still feeling bruised.

dun feel gd. really dun.

hope i dun have to feel this way for long long time. please. it really isnt gd. shean tyng when are u gonna learn that u have to stand on ur own feet.

before that i guess i will be back to another cycle of running n trying to move on. i sometimes really hate myself for knowing fall into such a situation. cos i foresee this almost a month ago yet i didnt do anything to do. i allowed myself to fall again. though not as badly, but still hurt slightly. better now end than in maybe a yr to come den we realised we cant sustain.

just get thru now and all will be fine.

sleepy shean n her nonsense

2008-09-18T12:42:00.000-07:00

shean is very sleepy here. but waiting for nice ppl who is helping me wit proposal, i shall stay awake.

been a long long day. i feel like i am almost turning metal. super women! haha. i had lecture in the morning, follow by doing some event stuff, and 3 tuitions in the afternoon to night. n at night study till 12am wit qian at mac adm. crazy hectic. n tats not the end, i came home n did the proposal. i gotta admit i did a lousy piece of work, which probably explain why he is having a hard time editting. haha.

qian said sth to me today. she said, "shean, i think for long term u should find a Mr. Nice instead of a Mr. Right" she felt tat being wit a Mr. Right is too hard, cos u will always feel the competition alr n girls in the end just want security. which i agree. no no, shean looks confident but still yes, security is needed. moslow level of needs, security is at one of the low level. i think....wait did i spell wrongly? ok nvm..

chat wit xia on msn, i told her qian view n she agrees as well. so great, seems like at least they all found Mr. Nice. dunnoe if its forever or not, but at least they are all very happy now. so my problem is i have been going for Mr. Right in my mind all along? maybe that is true. hey, i told xia i am a simple person. expectation... i tell u here...

1) someone who truely cares for my well-being
2) someone who can tell me what to do when i'm lost
3) higher IQ n EQ than me (shouldnt be too hard cos i am not tat smart, and i have super lousy personal time management)
4) someone who wanna study wit me, motivate me to excel. (meaning someone who brings me up rather than down)

thats all. but xia says, i have more expectation than that. den she says need to go slp le.. dots. i really wanna know from what she knows of me, wat expectation i have? hahaha. ok, forget bout the grand wedding, nice house and all. if he has better IQ n EQ than me, those things will come la. i am not worried.

i need a guy who truely am the above. so interested ppl, pls fill in the form n come for interview ah... (no no no la, joking. oh pls..) now u ppl know how sleepy i am..

hey i am a dam serious lover ok. alright, i know dun look like. yesh, i probably scare most of the Mr. Nice away cos i too many guys friends n have wide social circle. hey, not my fault ok. just believe me, in my eyes, my boyfriend will be the best. cos i choose him. who else can be better than him in my eyes. oh pls... (ops.. actually frm wat nonsense i have been typing, i seems more like drunk)

anyway, i think relationship is really not my ball game. yearn for it yet i fear it. one heart is conflicting enough. getting myself involve n tangled wit another heart, omg, messy. hahaha.

STOP NONSENSE HERE! NIGHT>>>

mixed feelings

2008-09-14T10:25:00.000-07:00

inside my tummy right now is two extreme feelings.

1- anger
2- emo

hahahaha. yes! how can emo ppl be angry?!

well, here is one ultimate truth. the world stop for no one. u are nth and can be easily replaced. so please dun think too highly of urself n do ur part well. tats wat my pri 5 teacher told me when we were preparing for a class performance. i learnt to understand and accept that this is how harsh reality is. dun say tat it is because we are living in spore, and spore is such a meritocracy place. this is true since the start of living things. "Survival of the fittest"? in evolution.

I have been striving to do my best in everything. so should everyone. unless u are ready to drop-out of the race n be left behind. when u are not gd enough, be ready to be send packing. we are in school now, so no one will sack u off. but in the corporate world, if u are inefficient, off u go. that is a place more harsh, there should be no reasons for inefficiency. for the one who has been causing my deadline to be pushed back numerous time, do ur part. or my nice-ness will soon run dry. its not about u. its bout the committee. learn to be responsible for task given to u, much as u dun like it. or if u really dun want to do it, voice it out in the first place. if not DO A GOOD JOB.

fine. enough of being pissed off wit ppl who are wasting my time.

as to wat affected me n stirred my emo. one word chalet. the scene is so familiar. i wanted so badly to go, to go with them. but its not the same. why does it stirred such a great feeling? it was at the chalet, tat makes me realised i can be happy wit a simple life. small apartment, two person. its like our place. though its a mere 2 days. i thought it would nv end. we promised to be back for more short break. but it will nv come. i dunnoe why tears roll down so quickly as i look back. my soft toy ur soft toy, n the vcds we have yet to watch.

even as i rush thru days, telling myself i need to strive. to be the best. i want to let u know, u are the stupidest person to let me go. the most dumb person to treat me like this. to shout at me, to be so mean to me, to ignore me. i want u to know u are wrong and u will know that fong shean tyng will be very blissful n happy.

i can only strive in studies n my sch events n activities. for love- meanwhile, i guess i can only look on with envy. thinking about the 101 things i would do wit him.

chalet one word just send memories coming back. tat day, u gave me the feeling i could always fall n u will be there to pick me up or prevent me frm falling. i nv thought just days after, u send me falling frm thousand stories. shattered.

8 letters. i wanna hear it.

2008-09-03T10:50:00.000-07:00

8 letters say it and i'm yours. tats my fav line in the gossip girl season 2.

chuck actually couldnt get it out of his mouth and blair left. OMG! yes. season 2 have more gossips than ever. flings flings flings n more flings. i do love tat.

seriously, liking the fling in the drama is one thing. but in real life, lets just not have so much flings. it can be really difficult to handle. ya..haha. grey area isnt where everyone can stand being for a long period of time.

walking on

2008-09-02T22:57:00.001-07:00

been so busy. with tonnes of things. the dateline for beach vball is tight and i do wanna make it good. after tat, i will be busy mugging. so many expectations.haha

ytd was great, meeting qian to study at starbucks. its like those gd old days :) lol. but still i didnt managed to finish my maths. so i gonna continue today.haha

plan to meet up wit kel today, but dunnoe how the plan will go. he has a last minute soccer training. oh wells. we'll see how. hahaha.. it was sth i sort of was looking forward to. so kinda slightly disappointed. lol!

gtg for tuitions now.

*havent been slping well. u are in my dreams. *

give me 1 more min.

2008-09-01T09:39:00.000-07:00

shall tittle this post: give me 1 more min

1 more min of ur attention
1 more min of ur care
1 more min of ur love
1 more min of urself

tonight, i have too many minutes to spend. too many hw n revision undone. yet i went to have a trip into the past. realised tat wound still hurts. tear still roll down. time zoom past, we have became strangers. u dunnoe wat i like now n wat i dun.

like i dun really like chocolate anymore. i now eat mac chicken wit the veggie. i like jogging now. and many of my habits have changes. u wont know. dun bother to know. n i also wont bother to tell u.

u used to be so close to my heart. taken such a large portion. i wish i can do more to salvage it. i wish u gave it a chance. i wish for so many so many so many things. none came true. u turn ur head, nv once look back. nv. i tried to move on. run run run. but i cant run away, cos u are not anywhere. i are in my heart.

okay, i shall try to stop. must be tat sh, got me thinking on these. i shall attempt to do my maths n den go jog at 5.30 am. yes, my fav.

i always tell myself an excuse why u left. it was becos i wasnt gd enough. i was fat n super unhealthy. not for ppl like u who are dam health concern. so i will lost weight, the healthy way. i wanna be gd enough in every single way. but this time, it wont be for u. tats my goal.

busy n more busy!

2008-08-27T08:22:00.000-07:00

life is going on at full speed now. omg. all the studying, lectures, SRC, tuitions, meet-ups wit friends. yes. so much going on.

prioritising things is getting so impt. n yup, i shouldnt be blogging now. omg.haha. studying is number 1! so i'll try my very best to keep up wit sch work. but hey, the reading to do seems to pile on non-stop wit assignment and all. crazy man. sometimes feel tat i am so lagging behind despite its only the third or forth week of sch. i really should be studying more efficiently. maybe it is just tat i've yet to find the way to study well. needs time ya.

tml there is beach vball committee meeting. 1st meeting. done up the agenda n stuff ytd with the help of mingqian, my 2ic n alot of advice from bert. hope tml goes well n very fruitful. haha. i seriously gtg man. wanna read up some pbf books, n print out some stuff.

beach vball

2008-08-24T10:29:00.000-07:00

wat i've done today...

met up wit tingshan (she's getting prettier by day!)
src sports bbq
got all muddy n wet by the games
became beach vball event IC

tats yup. very shocked tat i got chosen to be the IC for beach volley. i wasnt expecting tat really. but like kel says, taking off is an option n landing is mandatory. i guess i will have to step up to the task. hope i will have a great time wit my committee. okay, to be truthful, i'm rather worried, hope everyone will reply to my e-mail n work well tgt. haha. yes yes yes, i just sent out a e-mail about meeting. LOL!!

keep u all updated! hope the photos for today come soon so i can post!

P.S* my vball have alot of pretty girls..hahaha

my simple happiness

2008-08-23T09:16:00.000-07:00

yesh, i'm back. saturday is almost gone, no no. in fact, it's sunday! hahaha.

been to the library, did some work. well, wasnt very gd. cos i didnt even managed to get thru 20 pages of IBM.hahaha. den went walking ard in cwp waiting for kel. haha.
finally, yes, his lessons ended. n we went to have pastamania. followed by a movie. "The Mummy"!! it is an action flick. i pretty like it, not those movie tat leave u very heavy hearted. haha.

okie, i totally dunnoe wat i am typing. i am listening to 933 n enjoying the peaceful night. it's my simple happiness. i really love this kind of nice feeling. hope my days will be like this. gone wit all the drama. i just love my simple nice warm feeling. i'm looking forward to my future, watever is coming, i hope the person is someone who can make me feel this way all the time. the calm, the peace. haha. i really dunnoe wat i'm saying. hahaha.

nitey peeps!

boring sat!

2008-08-22T22:35:00.000-07:00

hiee! i'm havin a boring saturday. i should be in sentosa but no one is on enough. so yup, i ended up being at home. but not much longer cos i'm going go change n go lib mug or wat.hahaha. hopefully, kel is on bout the durian trip. haha.

loves! shean!!!!!!!!

cold cold feeling

2008-08-11T06:18:00.000-07:00

it's evening now. n i'm no where near better. fever still above 38 degree. i nv did any one of the stuff i planned to do. when having fever, u'll just feel very cold. n tats wat is happening now. freezing cold, despite being under a thick blanket n without fan.

anyway, being sick do made me think alot. maybe it is becos u are just lying down feeling all pathetic. the body feeling cold n so is the heart. oh great, i am emo-ing. well, u wont know i'm sick. also too busy to care, no i should say u nv will for its over. gd days wit u were over n like u say wat i missed is only being cared n held close to heart. i really should let go n maybe i'll find someone else. someone says "why miss someone who dun cherish u, for he/she nv will". much as it makes me feel better, i really dun wish to know u are such a person. i rather believe tat u are a nice guy who do cherish me, just tat i dunnoe.. forget it. its just the medications making me all confused.blabbering nonsense!

anyway, who managed to guess where the two phrase on my blog came from? kay, it's a lyrics of a song. cool rider from grease 2. here's sth nice for sharing.

irritating shean!

2008-08-10T21:52:00.001-07:00

yes. i am irritating myself. i actually missed lecture today cos i overslpt! oh man!! so angry wit myself. i woke up at 8.25am, and decided i shall give it a missed. omg! i went back to sleep n awoke again at 11.30am, to find myself burning hot. yes, i realised i got fever. a gd 37.9degree. so i am all hot now. angry! now it disrupt my plan for today. i am supposed to go sch den revise IBM n econs, followed by tuition.

so now, i have made a small change. which is to read up on econs at home. pack all my notes into files n tidy my room. but feeling all heavy on the head isnt helping. oh man. i really did a lousy job tuning my body clock. i actually turn in at 3.40am ytd. i really really sux! where is the slp by midnight? FONG SHEAN TYNG! stupid stupid stupid.

i cant stop being angry. oh wells.. see how to get well first now. maybe panadol soon. should really start my herbal tea drinking session. been a long time since i had home-cooked barley n all. n i kinda know my own body, if i dun drink herbal tea, i always get into such situations.

a trend is your friend, until it turn against you

2008-08-10T11:06:00.000-07:00

well, a little on forex today. for those who dun know, forex stands for Foreign Exchange Currency. tats a little investment i am doing recently, or i should say i am pretty much still in the learning stage.

anyway, apparently the Australian Dollar have been weakening drastically over the last 2 days. i went google-ing ard the net to read up some articles hoping tat it would shed some light bout the weakening currency. tats a small part i managed to find, not much. :( oh wells, here is the link, u peeps can go read up.

Quoting for perthNow,

Also pushing the Australian dollar lower was an "emerging feeling'' the Reserve Bank of Australia was at the end of its tightening cycle, that "things are so bad right now that there is no way the RBA will lift rates''.

http://www.news.com.au/perthnow/story/0,21598,23355905-951,00.html

another major news on forex is tat USD is finally gaining strength. yes, it is going up. tgt with the lower price of oil. some have said tat the reduced price of oil has caused the appreciation of USD. well, i am not exactly sure of tat either. so google again!

http://seekingalpha.com/article/90187-dollar-s-up-oil-is-down-but-why?source=feed
this article says tat maybe there is more than just oil price tat is pushing up USD. but its more of a personal opinion.

either way, i am too tired to post alr. have lecture tml. so i shall just turn in n leave all the blogging to tml.haha

080808 dinner!

2008-08-09T10:02:00.000-07:00

hieeee! yes, as promised. photos of the ODAC dinner.

tats the place. forth level of The Cathay. (if u peeps are interested)

ODAC peeps n my OG in red! its National Day soon ya!

next we went to Ben n Jerry for ice-cream. yes! there is a band there. it was great. plenty of nice songs. :) n further down the last photo is the merlion "???"... i dun rmb the name of the ice-cream. ok i name it maybe merlion roar? hahaha. tats 6 of us sharing 1. lol! but it's nice.

random

2008-08-08T22:49:00.000-07:00

decided to post. all random decision. haven't even thought of wat to post at all. haha

dinner wit ODAC was great. Aston's food was cheap n nice. i had prime sirloin (steak) wit 2 side dish n drinks for only $13 bucks. tats reasonable wit pretty nice dining atmosphere. so anyone who wanna go there, it's at Level 4 of The Cathay. ya, like helping them advertise. after tat we headed for ben n jerry! ice-cream. whoot! been a long time since i had one. haha. there is a live band playing, i requested for "Your Guardian Angel". unfortunately, i didnt managed to stay till they play it. cos my mum was screaming at me to go home. guess, its just not fated. well, maybe it was to save me frm more heart ache? hahahaha. oh wells..

yup, i screwed it up on my parents' side. things bout my curfew apparently is not negotiable. it is bad. real bad. feeling all angry. but i was lucky enough for k was back home. so we had a chat. its really nice to have a listening ear n i really have to thank him again. nv failing to put the smile back on my face. after we hung up, i am feeling all peaceful n dozed off into lala land. haha. actually i am wondering i am being too reliant of him. i guess i must be bugging the hell out of him.LOL!

why so serious?

2008-08-08T01:10:00.000-07:00

this post is done in SIM lib, n is a late post. cos its more of about ytd.haha.

ytd been an extremely busy day. i turned in at 4am n woke up at 6.45am. rally shouldnt have done tat. ya, tuning body clock not working out well. since april i havent been able to sleep at night. the night is just too dark.

anyway, i had lecture.blah blah blah went on there. followed by interview with the SRC. we are to choose projects tat we would like to organise. beach volleyball, CIP n fright night was my choice (in order of perferance). yup, i hope i get into sports. i'm gonna do a try-out for as many sports activities as possible in my uni life. years in performing arts, its really time to let the other side of shean come out! wahahaha! so, i headed for gym after interview and after tat movies!

i think herbert was lucky to meet me after the gym cos been feeling very frustrated recently. glad to say all the frustration was vent on the threadmill. we watched The Dark Knight.

Warning -may be a spoiler! (but hey i doubt, who havent watched yet. we are probably the last to watch. sry man, its my fault, i was busy.)

firstly, i felt that this show was sth more than plain action. there seems to be a message. in fact, to me i felt tat the movie is rather high on philosophy.

in The Dark Knight, the joker is in fact the lead of the movie. a person who is truely mad n out to proof his point that the world is an selfish place full of self-centered ppl. and through-out the movie, he did proof his point. one question on my mind is how did he get the scar? he gave many different reasons to the different victims of his, but it wasnt very clear in the end was it? but i guess, its pretty a ficition story.

a clever man, the joker must be to be able to make not only Harvey fall into the dark side, but also for Batman to doubt his own values. his philosophy and how he sees the world is pretty disturbing. thus, after leaving the movie, it did leave me a little disturbed. LOL! ok not for long, cos by the time we leave Cathay, we met other seniors n they are a funny bunch. got me cracking up n by the time i am on my way home, i'm dead tired! haha.

ok, i ran out of things to write!! :) so i'll stop here for now. meeting up my ODAC og for dinner today. maybe shall post some og dinner photos soon. haha

be spunky!

2008-08-06T12:38:00.000-07:00

its UP! oh YESH!

finally, after days of thinking about wat i wanted, i settled on this. very satisfied bout' it. i especially loved the two phrase on the blogskin. (yes, it can be edited. so yup, it's my choice!) from lyrics of a song, pretty much a oldies. haha. but ya, it's cool. so make a gd guess, anyone?

tats all for the day, should really turn in. tml i have a lesson at 8.30 am, with an interview wit SRC at 1pm. guess after tat i will hit the gym. provided i can get up in time tml to pack everything i need. luves! shean~